Tuesday, August 4, 2009

Tuesday the 4th of August From NJ

I am at the Prevo bus repair shop in NJ. I am looking forward to getting back home and getting on with the details of my life. I should be in there late tomorrow night.

It seems like my schedule is packed from now until November but I am excited about the prospects and projects I have coming up.

LIke always, my life has NEVER been limited by lack of opportunities. I have ignored or squandered away more opportunities than most folks EVER get in their lives. I have always been very fortunate in that way.

My problem has ALWAYS been a lack of discipline, and the ability to follow things thru to fruition. 

The other thing that has plagued me over the years is my EGO not being able to say NO to a project, even when I know it is going to be something I am going to hate, because there is no real money in it, or it's going to be a crazy pain in the pitoot!

I have been trying to nibble away at some of those defects, and to try and complete a few things here and there.

In addition to trying to build the business to a point where I can actually live off of it again, getting my home in order, and finishing some projects there, I MUST,MUST,MUST,MUST, MUST do something about my weight.

It may be that I am finally getting to some sort of emotional bottom with this thing, where I will finally take some solid action, and get some results. This stuff is killing me! My joints hurt, I have NO flexibility, even my FAT clothes don't fit, and carrying the equivalent of ANOTHER PERSON around just sucks the energy out of me physically and mentally.
OK.....there may be more later......for some reason I just feel the need to think out loud on this thing.

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